Thursday, August 13, 2015

Feels like sliding into new skin...

Well these past few days have been an exciting few. I've definitely felt and seen how I live in multiple realities at once. I'm feeling so much more expansive. I am increasingly aware of what I am doing inter-dimensionally.... even as I sit and let myself relax and clear my mind while watching a TV show. I was watching the Fosters the other day and while watching it, receiving updates on the Federations Activities and what another aspect of myself was doing with a team. Pretty neat.

I know a couple members of my family have commented about the intense energy and have reported weird sensations. We even have a lot of activity in our house. Not that this house doesn't have it's fair share of activity with all of us living here, it's just been increased in physical tangible activity... if that makes sense. For example, members are having doors shut in their face walking into a room or hearing screaming for help when everyone else is gone except them... Thankfully the entire place was cleansed and there is still activity, however, now nothing horror movie like. ;)

I've noticed a few others in my friends feed mention an increase in spirit activity in their home. They were wondering if it was because of the waves coming. I say no.... It's just getting close to when the veil thins in about two months. That is my hunch. ;)

So lets talk about some crazy experiences with different sensations. Every since Monday the 3rd of August, when I was to install a new blue ray template to our bodies for a group and really since I've channeled Diana, I've been having too many interesting sensations and experiences happen to keep up blogging about. The blue ray installation event was intense and the follow up exercises always produced very intense sensations and have made me 'feel' more than I thought I already did. Still realizing that there is always more to 'feel'.

So it seems this beautiful lady visits me in my dreamtime state. She's visited four times now. Each time I wake up feeling absolutely amazing, like I'm so happy I could cry. She's all white and always gives me a kiss and pours this beautiful glitter/confetti like energy from her mouth into mine. I finally was able to go lucid into a dream and talk with her this last time. I thanked her, hugged her and asked her why? She said because she loves me and wishes to assist and this is her way. At that point my alarm woke me up abruptly.

What else? Oh! You know that state where you are about to fall asleep or are slowly waking up, the in-between sleep but still aware of your surroundings state? Well it's in this state that I keep getting flashes of myself elsewhere. It looks like when we drove to Pennsylvania a couple years ago and had to drive in the tunnels into the mountains. It looks identical to that... only this one is not available to the public. It's been the same place for days and the same sequence.

Its like I am being shown three different views of it. In one view it is just myself viewing this place, like how you'd watch a tour of something on TV. I don't see myself or anyone. It's just a roll of different pictures outside the tunnel and just in the beginning until it gets so dark I can't see the images. In this view, there are never any people, yet someone seems to have left a mysterious military package right in the middle of the entry way. I feel a sense of 'I dare you to touch it'. I can't though, at this time it is just pictures.

Then the scene gets brighter and it's like as the picture starts to come to life I am drawn to it like gravity, as though there is no choice. Here the scene becomes filled with so many interesting colors of light it's distracting. Once I get orientated I am with a beautiful blonde man calling himself my brother. There are four other men besides us two and another woman. So 7 of us total. There are people around but they don't seem to notice us. I always find this funny when observing this part because we are so luminous how could anyone not notice bright glittery people! We are in these really cool, sci fi looking outfits. Anyway, at this point we huddle up and talk and the discussion becomes distorted. The only thing I make out is the word 'November'. Then we start to work on lighting up the ley lines and repairing 'Earth'  underneath this tunnel complex.

Then while that reality is going on and we continue to repair earth, it splits to a simultaneous reality and the luminous me, again while repairing ley lines, is watching me in  a not so luminous body... Still following me? Haha.

In this version I am known by another name. They aren't calling me 'Savannah' it is very clearly something else, however it seems so distorted that it's hard to make it out. I keep looking at a calendar with the date of November 2015. I then always look in the mirror and check to make sure I look 'human'...  that is my thought pattern. 'Blend in'. Goes across my mind as a very important man in military clothing starts to walk my way. As he approaches, the 'human like' me asses his energy and though patterns. He is unaware I am doing this. I see that he is going to be telling me quite the story just to get me to agree to go into the tunnel. I know what he and whom he is working for has horrible plans. However I can see the bigger picture that these plans will start a much needed chain reaction to allow for our greatest change. So I know at this point I am going to agree to fulfill a role... not because I want to.

Then as the man approaches me I can see the tunnel reflected in his glasses. It grows larger and the darkness surrounds me. At that moment the experience ends. All of this in just a few minutes. It probably took me longer to type this experience than it does to have this in-between dream thing. Not sure what to make of that....

Anyway moving on from the dream, lets talk Lions Gate 8-8-8. I did my meditations earlier that day because I worked at the Moonlight Market that night. That was an interesting day energy wise. I can't even describe it. It felt like when you pause right before you go down the long hill of a rollercoaster. That type of anticipation. :)

So the next day, Sunday.... holy cow! I was out of it. I was in a zoned out type of feeling all day and had a lot of random body discomforts. Random sharp pains in places I usually don't bring my awareness to. Haha. That Sunday I focused on doing a lot of clearing. Clearing and protection keeps popping up for me and I felt really driven to focus on that and did. That night sleeping was not happening. I went to lay down and even though I was sooooo tired, all I did was toss and turn for awhile.

There were sooo much sensations and energy moving, I don't think anyone could sleep through what I was feeling. I felt like my skin was full being shocked everywhere. Not painful.. just odd. Like the shock you get when you have too much static electricity...just all over my body. After awhile that sensation gave way to one that felt like my entire body was covered in those round things that cause your muscles to contract with a current, like at the chiropractor. It felt like that for a good hour. Finally that calms down and it felt like something really tight was slid over me, like new skin and then it became really warm as it turned into a gel like sensation that eventually soaked in like lotion. There was more that went on. Those are the major sensations that lasted. Each process was a minimum of 30 minutes. I only know because I kept looking at my clock thinking, I have an early morning appointment, I want sleep!

Well I finally fell asleep, not sure when. When I woke up around 7am though I was out of it and by 7:45am had one heck of a migraine. I was seeing blurry and everything was in double.

I feel I've been in recovery mode since that night. Following that night I've been so insanely tired. I feel like I've just been checked out of this place. It's Thursday now and I feel like I am just now myself again. Which is good... just in time for my class this weekend. :)

I haven't had any deep conversation asking my guides what this all means. I don't really feel a need to ask why or what. I feel just allowing is enough right now. I feel like it is perfectly alright for me to notice and observe these changes and sensations knowing that the why or what will come in time. I just hope my experiences have helped others out there to know that they aren't crazy and that they aren't dying. :)

To those who have emailed me about their experiences. I'm loving it! I am slowly responding to them all. <3 <3 <3 I love how each of our experiences seem to be a little piece of the bigger puzzle. I like the bigger picture that I am seeing so far!

Well beautiful souls, it is almost 2pm. I am going to go take my lovely boxer puppy for a walk. Do something... right brained for a bit. Haha!

I hope you are able to venture out and enjoy this lovely weather!

Monday, August 3, 2015

Dragonflies and their illusion magic.

Wowzas. I wonder who I am channeling tonight. Whatever is going on, my vibrations are so high today, it's been work to stay grounded and not space off.

Tonight's group may just be a surprise based on who comes because anytime I ask, I get: ""patience it's still being decided." Okay....

My dreams are beyond vivid. Everything from a red headed version of myself trying to help me now to 'remember my magic and to remember what it means to be magic.' Then I had dreams of humanity lighting up like fireworks and electricity and we become something more, something extraterrestrial like. New...perhaps that is the better word. We become 'new' and shiny and sparkly...

Then I had a darker dream where humans chose to develop technology instead of themselves and long story short... we became machines. I say the second one seems darker... it wasn't 'evil' or 'scary' it just was a feeling of detachment from organic life and onto a heavy reliance of technology. It felt cold. Haha.

I'll take the first scenario please! The two scenarios ended up bridging and it was an overlapping of viewpoints? Those who focused on themselves and others were illumined. People who tried to understand those who were changing relied on machine. They felt that the only way they could achieve what the other half achieved was by technology because their DNA fell short. Even though that was illusion. They just didn't understand how to activate theirs and refused to go through the healing and learning process to transform. Did that make sense? Lol it doesn't have to. It was my dream.

Back to this world... Yesterday I noticed I kept seeing two dragonflies together, always over the Buddha statue in the garden. It just reminded me of the butterflies the other week. I find it neat that they kept hovering side by side over his head. It's not usual, in my experience, to just see two dragonflies hovering stationary side by side. One blue and one green.

Online after a quick google search. ;) I find this:

"If Dragonfly has zipped into your life:

They are asking that you pay attention to your deeper desires and be mindful of the outcome we wish to have. There are lessons to be learned and you are reminded that “what you think” is directly proportionate to what you “see on the surface”. In other words your thoughts are responsible for your physical surroundings.

Dragonfly also letting you know to live your life to the fullest with what you have. It also beckons you to seek out the parts of your habits that need changing. Use the Dragonfly to guide you through the mists of illusion to the pathway of transformation. It will bring you the light and color of transformation into your life.

You are the power of power of light. The Dragonfly inhabits two realms: air and water and the influence of both these elements will be felt by you. Dragonfly is the essence of the winds of change, the messages of wisdom and enlightenment; and the communication from the elemental world."

Though my guidance team are saying that information while generally true is not complete. So my guides are adding to the above information that the dragonfly came to me to symbolize magic is coming. (Hey, that ties in with my dreams with redheaded 'me'...) They are saying dragonflies represent illusion and 'illusion magic' followed by transformation of emotions and actions. One of my guides are saying the dragonfly was a messenger that visions are on their way and the elemental realm is reaching out to communicate with me. The blue and green are hues of 'illusion and truth'. My tall blue guide is saying that the dragonfly is a symbol that there is a light spectrum of power that the human eyes can't usually see, that is available to me should I choose to be receptive. He also says those who the dragonfly comes to would find comfort in water and lastly that this blue dragonfly is telling me that I can walk in 'many realities simultaneously'.

Mostly my guides want me to know that the dragonflies biggest message to me was to use the power of illusion magic. Also to remember there are many levels to my current worlds I've chosen to participate in and that I should look through the illusion to find truth. They say it should be as easy as breathing for me because I have mastered this...

Before I went to close out of my browser, one of my guides stopped the computer from scrolling so I wouldn't pass up this message of dragonfly: "See how you can apply the art of illusion to your present question or situation, and remember that things are never completely as they seem."

Well okay... that is very fitting. Not new or Earth shattering information for me, though it is a good reminder and does bring light to certain experiences.

I find it interesting that as my guides were telling me about the dragonfly message, I felt energy shifting. It was coming from earth to my legs. It really felt intense through the right leg. Eventually it evened out. About the time it evened out I felt my heart center expand and then insert pressure. My back had a crazy amount of pressure and a fire-like burning sensation that felt like rocking in the water. Then that gave away to cool relief and moved up to my forehead and crown and just felt like a beautiful cool breeze and made me feel so light, airy and playful! My thought in that moment was of barbies! I was like 'it has been years since I've played pretend with barbies' Then the dizziness comes as I try and type with these feelings, so I took a pause and went outside to ground. 

I feel grounded like I did when I was in the Mammoth Cave system. Whoa! Grateful!

Speaking of grounding, it has been brought to my attention from others that I should really really really focus on grounding. I usually do a daily routine... I'm thinking it might be time to tweak my routine and of course I've been focusing on grounding after... like... everything these past few days. I guess how often I was doing it wasn't enough and how I was doing it is no longer effective for me. I didn't realize we could grow out of techniques... I mean now I am like duh, I'm always learning and changing everything else, why not the way I ground too. ;)

By the way, doing my best to update with experiences often. My guides want me to share my physical experiences, synchronicity, magical, meditative experiences etc.... I still question this as I am very much introverted and it takes guts to write about these and not care about judgement...   

Anyway, Ashtar and Michael are here now wanting my attention and feeling rather serious, so I am going to get offline and go and see what they want and get things ready for my group tonight. :)